vrijdag 8 mei 2009
woensdag 6 mei 2009
San Jose
San Jose is
the smell of millions cars poisoning me each day.
the symphony of birds at 5 a.m. that wakes me up with the morning sun.
the streets with no names.
the Pilsen beer on Thursday night.
the children songs I hear every morning on my way to work.
fried yucca, ripe bananas, pneapples and beans.
the colorful intelligent self-destructive yought in front of Rafa’s bar.
poetry nights at the Rayuela.
stunning lush gardens surrounded by high concrete walls.
my lost soulmate
and my dull flame of desire
a bottle of golden rum.
the 40 degrees temperature at 8 am.
rivers of cheap Charlie
the talktive taxi driver.
the poor Nicaraguan children.
thousands of dentist clinics.
MSN and mosquitos
Ida my housemate and friend.
a hospitable local family.
a rainy afternoon.
the (not so) “crazy” beggards in front of la Chicha.
and la Chicha itself
Pura Vida.
the long movie nights.
and the short conversations over breakfast
Area city and New Wave
Carton wine boxes called Clos
Two-storey houses
the beatiful Mountain View on the way to the centre.
the sunset from my terrace.
The fruit market on Sunday morning
Christian music shows on Sunday night at Plaza de la Cultura
all this and much more left to experience in the months to follow
a new meaning of home.
maandag 4 mei 2009
Nightmares
I was running away from the SS. In corridors and dungeons, I was hidding in baskets, under sheets and pillows. I was finding new homes and they were always one step behind me. I could feel their breath, their guns pointing at me. I had a number and was alone. Running. Somebody said “Halt” and then I woke up….
And all that adventure because of this movie. Nightmares have been always torturing me after any information I have ever received about the WWII. Same in highschool in German seminars when we just had to be presented all that visual material. The same happened after every single movie on the topic and after (and during) reading “The Hands of Krupp”. Sometimes I was killing and torturing, sometimes I was tortured. And there’s always that taste in my mouth. Sauer…..
zondag 3 mei 2009
Webs
Man is an animal suspended in webs of significance he himself has spun. I take culture to be those webs, and the analysis of it to be therefore not an experimental science in search of law but an interpretive one in search of meaning.
Clifford Geertz
Clifford Geertz
zaterdag 2 mei 2009
Аквариум
Живеем тук. И нашият аквариум ни дава
възможност да достигнем до отсрещната стена
или до дъното, което обитават
два обли камъка, обрасли с мъх и тишина.
Нагоре щом насочим се с червените си перки,
докосваме и нашето небе — повърхността.
Това е свободата ни. Тя има мерки,
но в тези мерки има толкоз хубави неща:
храната ни питателна е винаги осигурена,
водата прясна е за всеки божи ден.
Тук любовта ни задължително е споделена,
додето другият поради смърт не бъде подменен.
Щастливи сме, макар зад стъклени стени, защото
заучените си игри повтаряме, додето дойде здрача
и радваме по този начин на стопанина окото.
Това е всъщност нашата задача.
Отглежда ни за красота, за радост дълготрайна
и няма въдица да клъвне никоя от нас.
Не знам защо понякога сънуваме случайно
по-друг живот — в море, в река и в тъмен аз…
Таньо Клисуров
възможност да достигнем до отсрещната стена
или до дъното, което обитават
два обли камъка, обрасли с мъх и тишина.
Нагоре щом насочим се с червените си перки,
докосваме и нашето небе — повърхността.
Това е свободата ни. Тя има мерки,
но в тези мерки има толкоз хубави неща:
храната ни питателна е винаги осигурена,
водата прясна е за всеки божи ден.
Тук любовта ни задължително е споделена,
додето другият поради смърт не бъде подменен.
Щастливи сме, макар зад стъклени стени, защото
заучените си игри повтаряме, додето дойде здрача
и радваме по този начин на стопанина окото.
Това е всъщност нашата задача.
Отглежда ни за красота, за радост дълготрайна
и няма въдица да клъвне никоя от нас.
Не знам защо понякога сънуваме случайно
по-друг живот — в море, в река и в тъмен аз…
Таньо Клисуров
zondag 26 april 2009
Sheeple wars
Most people find it impossible to accept that a few people can manipulate the billions and operate through all institutions and countries. I understand that; but once you have the pyramids in place and you know how to condition the mind and reality of the population, it is relatively straightforward. When a few people wish to control and direct a mass of humanity, there are certain structures that have to be in place. These are the
same whether you are seeking to manipulate an individual, family, tribe, town, country, continent or planet. First you haw to impose the 'norms', what are considered right and wrong, possible or impossible, sane or insane, good and bad. Most of the people will follow those 'norms' without question because of the baa-baa, herd mentality that has prevailed within the collective human mind for at least thousands of years. Second,
you have to make life very unpleasant for those few who challenge your imposed 'norms'. The 'norms', or 'consensus reality', are essential to our control and, when I get to the main focus of this book a little later, this will be even more obvious and placed in an even greater context.
The most effective way to do this in order to ensure compliance with these norms, is to make it difficult to be different. You make those who voice a different view, version of 'truth' and lifestyle, stand out like a black sheep in the human herd. You have already conditioned the herd to accept your norms as its reality and, through arrogance and ignorance, they ridicule or condemn those with a different spin on life. This pressurises the black sheep to conform and selves as a warning to those others in the herd who are also thinking of breaking away or challenging the prevailing reality. As I outlined earlier, this fear of being different and voicing a view that challenges the 'norms' is overwhelmingly the fear of what other people will think of us. In reality, the fear of what the sheep around us will say and do if we seek to leave the herd and question its conditioned assumptions. This mentality means that the masses are policing themselves and keeping each other in line. The sheep become the sheepdog for the rest of the herd. This is nothing less than psychological fascism - the Thought Police with agents in every home, everywhere. They are agents so deeply conditioned that most have no idea they are unpaid mind-controllers. "I'm just doing what's right for my children", I hear them say. No, what you have been programmed to believe is right for them and the belief, also, that only you know best.
This is all part of the divide and rule strategy so vital to the few controlling the many. Everyone plays a part in everyone else's mental, emotional and physical imprisonment. All the controllers have to do is set the 'norms', pull the right strings at the right time and make their human puppets dance to the appropriate tune. This they do by dictating what is taught in what we barely call 'education' and controlling what passes for 'news' through the Illuminati media. In this way they can dictate to the unthinking, unquestioning herd what it should believe about itself, other people, life, history and current events. Once you set the 'norms' there is no need to control every journalist or reporter or government official. The media and the institutions take their 'truth' from those same 'norms' and official statements, and ridicule and condemn by reflex action anyone who offers another vision of reality'.
Sheeple wars
The self-policing of the human herd goes far deeper than people in uniform or administrators of government. It starts with conditioned parents who impose their conditioning on their children and pressure them to follow their religious, political, economic and cultural norms. One extreme example is those who insist that their offspring succumb to arranged marriages because of the rules of their ludicrous religion. There are the children of Jehovah's Witnesses who have been denied lifesaving blood transfusions because their brain-dead parents insist on conducting every aspect of tl1eir lives according to the contradictory dictates of a book purveying so many stories of pure fantasy. The creation of the mental and emotional sheep pen of norms that imprisons 99% of humanity goes on minute by minute in subtle and less subtle ways. There are children of Christian, Jewish, Muslim or Hindu parents who don't accept the religion, but still follow it because they don't want to upset their family. The sheep are keeping the other sheep in line and making life unpleasant for anyone who tries to escape.
It is easy for a small group of interbreeding family bloodlines to control the lives (the minds) of billions, once the major institutions of 'information' are in place, as they have been for thousands of years in their various forms. There are not enough of these manipulators and their stooges to control the population physically and they have had to create a structure in which humans control themselves through mental, emotional and, increasingly, physical imposition. Once you have the herd mentality policing itself, there is a third phase in this entrapment of human consciousness. You create factions within the herd and set them to war with each other. This is done by creating 'different' belief systems (which are not different at all) and bringing them into conflict. These belief systems are known as religions, political parties, economic theories and "isms" of endless variety. These beliefs are perceived as 'opposites' when, as I pointed out in my book, I Am Me, I Am Free, they are Opposi7!1les. Look at the opposames in politics. The far left, as symbolised by Josef Stalin in Russia, introduced centralised control, military dictatorship and concentration camps. The 'opposite' of this was the far right, as symbolised by Adolf Hitler. What did he impose? Centralised control, military dictatorship and concentration camps. Yet these two opposames are set at war with each other amid propaganda that claimed they were opposites. The only difference between the Soviet Union and the socalled 'West' during the Cold War was that the Soviet Union was openly controlled by the few and the West was secretly controlled by the few. When you get to the capstone of the pyramid you find they were the same few controlling both 'sides'. The same force operating through Wall Street and the City of London
funded all 'sides' in the two world wars and that's provable (see And The Truth Shall Set You Free).
So the methods of manipulation can be summarised like this: You need to first imprison the human mind with a rigid belief and a fundamentally limited sense of reality -
the sheep pen. It doesn't much matter what these beliefs may be, so long as they are rigid and discourage free thought and open-minded questioning. Christianity, Judaism, Islam, Hinduism and all the rest each make their contribution to human servitude while apparently~~, claiming different 'truths'. You encourage those who follow these rigid beliefs to impose them on others and make life very difficult and unpleasant for anyone who does not conform.You bring these beliefs into cont1ict to ensure the divide and rule you so desperately need for control by the few. While the masses are busy fighting each other, and seeking to impose their beliefs and idea's on each other, they don't see that the Illuminati have strings attached to all of them.
"Tales from the time loop" David Icke
same whether you are seeking to manipulate an individual, family, tribe, town, country, continent or planet. First you haw to impose the 'norms', what are considered right and wrong, possible or impossible, sane or insane, good and bad. Most of the people will follow those 'norms' without question because of the baa-baa, herd mentality that has prevailed within the collective human mind for at least thousands of years. Second,
you have to make life very unpleasant for those few who challenge your imposed 'norms'. The 'norms', or 'consensus reality', are essential to our control and, when I get to the main focus of this book a little later, this will be even more obvious and placed in an even greater context.
The most effective way to do this in order to ensure compliance with these norms, is to make it difficult to be different. You make those who voice a different view, version of 'truth' and lifestyle, stand out like a black sheep in the human herd. You have already conditioned the herd to accept your norms as its reality and, through arrogance and ignorance, they ridicule or condemn those with a different spin on life. This pressurises the black sheep to conform and selves as a warning to those others in the herd who are also thinking of breaking away or challenging the prevailing reality. As I outlined earlier, this fear of being different and voicing a view that challenges the 'norms' is overwhelmingly the fear of what other people will think of us. In reality, the fear of what the sheep around us will say and do if we seek to leave the herd and question its conditioned assumptions. This mentality means that the masses are policing themselves and keeping each other in line. The sheep become the sheepdog for the rest of the herd. This is nothing less than psychological fascism - the Thought Police with agents in every home, everywhere. They are agents so deeply conditioned that most have no idea they are unpaid mind-controllers. "I'm just doing what's right for my children", I hear them say. No, what you have been programmed to believe is right for them and the belief, also, that only you know best.
This is all part of the divide and rule strategy so vital to the few controlling the many. Everyone plays a part in everyone else's mental, emotional and physical imprisonment. All the controllers have to do is set the 'norms', pull the right strings at the right time and make their human puppets dance to the appropriate tune. This they do by dictating what is taught in what we barely call 'education' and controlling what passes for 'news' through the Illuminati media. In this way they can dictate to the unthinking, unquestioning herd what it should believe about itself, other people, life, history and current events. Once you set the 'norms' there is no need to control every journalist or reporter or government official. The media and the institutions take their 'truth' from those same 'norms' and official statements, and ridicule and condemn by reflex action anyone who offers another vision of reality'.
Sheeple wars
The self-policing of the human herd goes far deeper than people in uniform or administrators of government. It starts with conditioned parents who impose their conditioning on their children and pressure them to follow their religious, political, economic and cultural norms. One extreme example is those who insist that their offspring succumb to arranged marriages because of the rules of their ludicrous religion. There are the children of Jehovah's Witnesses who have been denied lifesaving blood transfusions because their brain-dead parents insist on conducting every aspect of tl1eir lives according to the contradictory dictates of a book purveying so many stories of pure fantasy. The creation of the mental and emotional sheep pen of norms that imprisons 99% of humanity goes on minute by minute in subtle and less subtle ways. There are children of Christian, Jewish, Muslim or Hindu parents who don't accept the religion, but still follow it because they don't want to upset their family. The sheep are keeping the other sheep in line and making life unpleasant for anyone who tries to escape.
It is easy for a small group of interbreeding family bloodlines to control the lives (the minds) of billions, once the major institutions of 'information' are in place, as they have been for thousands of years in their various forms. There are not enough of these manipulators and their stooges to control the population physically and they have had to create a structure in which humans control themselves through mental, emotional and, increasingly, physical imposition. Once you have the herd mentality policing itself, there is a third phase in this entrapment of human consciousness. You create factions within the herd and set them to war with each other. This is done by creating 'different' belief systems (which are not different at all) and bringing them into conflict. These belief systems are known as religions, political parties, economic theories and "isms" of endless variety. These beliefs are perceived as 'opposites' when, as I pointed out in my book, I Am Me, I Am Free, they are Opposi7!1les. Look at the opposames in politics. The far left, as symbolised by Josef Stalin in Russia, introduced centralised control, military dictatorship and concentration camps. The 'opposite' of this was the far right, as symbolised by Adolf Hitler. What did he impose? Centralised control, military dictatorship and concentration camps. Yet these two opposames are set at war with each other amid propaganda that claimed they were opposites. The only difference between the Soviet Union and the socalled 'West' during the Cold War was that the Soviet Union was openly controlled by the few and the West was secretly controlled by the few. When you get to the capstone of the pyramid you find they were the same few controlling both 'sides'. The same force operating through Wall Street and the City of London
funded all 'sides' in the two world wars and that's provable (see And The Truth Shall Set You Free).
So the methods of manipulation can be summarised like this: You need to first imprison the human mind with a rigid belief and a fundamentally limited sense of reality -
the sheep pen. It doesn't much matter what these beliefs may be, so long as they are rigid and discourage free thought and open-minded questioning. Christianity, Judaism, Islam, Hinduism and all the rest each make their contribution to human servitude while apparently~~, claiming different 'truths'. You encourage those who follow these rigid beliefs to impose them on others and make life very difficult and unpleasant for anyone who does not conform.You bring these beliefs into cont1ict to ensure the divide and rule you so desperately need for control by the few. While the masses are busy fighting each other, and seeking to impose their beliefs and idea's on each other, they don't see that the Illuminati have strings attached to all of them.
"Tales from the time loop" David Icke
zaterdag 25 april 2009
At the ancient gate
and to continue with the current, freshly fallen from the vast April skies sadness, I play songs all day and hope that Spiderman will come and have me for dinner tonight!!!
Chalga
My heart is acking so much that every chalga song in Bulgaria will apply to my stupid emotions.
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